staring

by Sheye Blaze

i stare at the blank page
that is supposed to be about you
but do i want to add to your ego
you've hurt me

i don't want to be one of your stories
don't want to be some dumb girl that
fell in love with you so foolishly

i've always evaded people like you
players, wanna be's, whatevers
why did i fall for you

it is what it is
i shall learn and know that the more
careful me, the one who never would've
done things this way is the one to let be

back into my routine, back into my mantra
"it is by will alone i set my mind in motion"
it is by will alone that i will put this away
and let it go, let it go, let it go

time is my friend who will help everything
be better, help everything go away